I WisH u arE HERE!!

Hey!! there ..still remember? what moment we mate? what about we talk? what about we fight? what about u & me sulk? HEHE..myb u couldnt remember all of those trash things..but for me..all of moment when u are beside me is wonderfull, like no longer step my feet on the ground floor..but at the sky!! Im sory PANDA when I'm being to childish, im not perfect , im not really good & not good in evrythings!! :[ wat a pity me...

THIGS i mark in my LIFE:

-1 January 2011 = u asking were I am..seems u realy worried tht time :( im sory cause n0t inform u tht im went out to celebrate new year!! [since tht moment..I FIL wif u dear]

-8 January 2011= for the 1st time, I take a deep breath to say tht stupid things ever for one more time in my life..hard to forget about the past life..but i couldnt imagine how if Im not saying tht? i could let u past by...n dissapears from my life..[things tht I cant imagine... OH GOD let her stay beside me PLEASE!]

-16 January 2011 = I keep saying tht stupid things...this time got an respons!!! [I not espect it at all] thx cause say those words [I Love U too]..

-27 January 2011 = U ask me to let u past by from my life..[ I swear I cry at the shower room] OMG!! the sky was fallen down..at tht time..i dont have any money to top up my credit to reply u msj :) Im sory dear!!since u say thts words..Im being uncormfotable..!!! i try the best to cheers my self up..& I try my best to not let u walk away from my life... :D

-2 Febuary2 2011 = I did it...u agree to not walk away from my life :D....thx thx thx thx!! GOD..[cry 1 more time] ..

-23 Febuary 2011 = I say the akwards words again...[this time didnt got any respons] but I still smile cause I say tht words..I know at tht time..tht words no longer mean anythings! :( im sory dear cause I cant be the perfect one!! :]

-3 March 2011 = I start notice tht u are become more far away from me..wondering why[ sad] until I being a stalker at u FB[sory bout tht] u FIL wif some 1.. :'] I dun0 wat my feeling at tht time..[wat im sappose to feel]realy dun0...

-28 March 2011 = I alredy notice tht Im being a deviance in u relationship wif HIM [lucky man] so I try to  make a tough decision  :']  wif all the tears I said tht im going to step back from both of u life ..i just hope u can be happy tht time...

-IM sory cause ever said tht..cause I juz wana see u happy..this crush turn me being obedience towards u!! what a big IMPACT!! hahaha...

 HEy, u named as chubby panda!!! U has mention to me tht u hate when Im be far apart from u rite?? know IM here..at u side..to listen, to cheers, to sang, to work hard for 1 smile at u face :) & to be a gud frens for u ever..I can promise tht..!! im sorry cause ever had feeling towards you..
      

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